heLLo i'm stiLL here

by sunny b

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released June 21, 2017

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Track Name: heLLo i'm stiLL here
nothing comes to mind
i’ve wasted all yr time
nothing’s ever real
can you tell me what’s the deal?

what’s the deal?
if three is a crowd
and two is company.
if we each count as one
can it be you and me?

i don’t know anything
apart from what i sing
what am i writing for?
god, i’m so unsure

i’m so unsure
if three is a crowd
and two is company.
if we each count as one
can it be you and me?

your eyes avoid my gaze
where are you these days?
did you forget me, dear?
well hello i’m still here

i’m still here
if three is a crowd
and two is company.
if we each count as one
can it be you and me?
Track Name: journeys end in lovers meeting
they say journeys end
in lovers meeting
well that's what i've heard & that's what you said
my journey's been deceiving

they say journeys end
in happiness
well if that's true, i've got a lot of travelling to do
cause that's pretty far from this

you say my journey will begin
if i take your filthy hand
well back the fuck off jack, i'm afraid i'm going back
my journeys not ending with you
i've got too many things to do
how about you start heading home too?
my journeys not ending with you

my journeys not ending with you
Track Name: i don't miss anyone
everyone from my past hates me
& if time isn’t linear
& nothing ever changes
then everyone from my future hates me

i don’t miss anyone

i’m alone
with nothing to do
but it feels so nice
to be alone without you

no i don’t miss anyone

everyone i’ve ever known hates me
& if time is linear
& people never change
then everyone i’ll ever know hate me

but i don’t miss anyone

alone
& feelin’ lonely
yea i’m alone
& only missin’ me
because i don’t miss anyone

please forget my name
i don’t miss anyone
i hope i can forget myself
i don’t miss anyone
Track Name: as well
is it obvious
i’m bitter as hell

wouldn’t you be as well?

smoked another one
put it in a jar
sent me all your love
but it didn’t get very far

it didn’t get very far

writing slam poetry
about how i broke your heart
but your artistry
is lacking some art

not to sound smart, but you’re lacking the art

i guess it’s obvious
i’m bitter as hell
it’s pretty obvious
and i’m sure as hell

you’d be as well
Track Name: after hours (cover)
by the velvet underground
Track Name: spiders r just as scared as you r
spiders r just as scared as
you are

didn’t you know
didn’t you know

spiders r just as scared as
i am

i need to go
i need to go

i’m hiding in the corner
waiting for you
to stomp me with your shoe
my darling, if you want to

i’m waiting under the bed
hiding from you
and from the vacuum
oh honey, we’re through

spiders r just as scared as
you are

why didn’t you know
why didn’t you know

spiders r just as scared as
i am

you need to go
you need to go

i’m hiding in the corner
waiting for you
to stomp me with your shoe
my darling, if you want to

i’m waiting under the bed
hiding from you
and from the vacuum
oh honey, we’re through
Track Name: what world is this
i’m so detached i’m not even here
i’m so in my own head reality isn’t clear
was that a dream was that a fantasy
i’m so fucked i know no one can love me

what world is this where nothing can live
am i capable of survival am i alive do i want to be at all

i live two separate lives in my body and in my head
but lately the two of them have been starting to blend
i stopped taking my meds i can’t stop hallucinating
i stopped going to therapy now i cope by disassociating

what world is this where everything must suffer
am i capable of love am i alive am i hallow
what world is this where nothing can live
am i capable of survival am i alive do i want to be at all
Track Name: sleep medication
sleep medication
a forceful sedation
it drowns me in sleep
but i don’t need it to dream

sleeping walking
we’re talking

in my dreams
you like me
in my dreams
we are happy

i don’t need a prescription
i live hallucinations
Track Name: guilt trip
guilt tripping mom
where'd i put my bong?
i'm sleeping in the kitchen
i'm dicing fact & drinking fiction

guilt tripping dad
did you love the life you had?
sleeping in heaven
can't stop the retrogression

guilt tripping puppy
i know you'll always love me

i'm sorry i'm sorry